February 2012
paperrtigers:
I just don’t know.
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read more, everybody. this is beautiful and true and scary and familiar.
i really have no idea whether or not i am over reacting all the time, have too-high expectations, am extra dramatic, or what i am feeling is actually the truth and i do deserve better. i wish someone could get into my head and sort it all out. things were going so well, for a day.
i know it was all celebrated on the weekend and all that shit, but this has been the biggest let down of a special occasion ever. two year anniversary my ass.
edit (10:00PM). i’d rather be single than have to do this shit again. the disappointment of having expectations that are actually realistic and being let down, again, is beginning to really wear thin.
“But I think the first real change in women’s body image came when JLo turned it...”
– Tina Fey, Bossypants (via quimichpatlan)
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Watchurbanizem:
h0r:
urbanizem:
I’d just reblog the original posting if I could find it, but everyone’s asking for it and I can’t so here we go.
omfg I’ve been looking for this for a legit year.
OMG YOU FOUND IT WHO ARE YOU I THINK I LOVE YOU ♡____♡
this is too good
When Rebecca Bone reblogs one on the recent photos of me i get a little bit nuts. Biggest inspiration! go and say hello to this extremely lovely lady here!
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paperrtigers:
rachaelsantics:
i feel this strange, really unwordly, deep, abyss of sadness rooting itself into the most tragically vulnerable places of my heart. Your causing it, this relationship is causing it, and i can feet it all the way to the end of my toes. I know this isn’t how love is supposed to feel, and no one is supposed to consistently hurt this much, all of the time. I feel like...
ryanjay:
Two years, two months and, two days ago I met Lexi.
In 35 days I’ll be living with her.
Finally.
this will be happening for me in ten months, and two weeks. in two days is our two year anniversary. ten more months of waiting, hopefully it will come quickly, but the time that passes will be enjoyed just as thoroughly. Ryan and Lexi, you two are so lucky, and i can’t believe...
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i miss yesterday, the bathtub and the silence of the water holding my breath in place, flooding my deaf ears and blurring my blind eyes i miss your touch, your breath on my temple, your hands on my lower back as the water over flowed. oh the mess we had to clean up, it took us raging hours, we thought we had created something beautiful.
i think, for my next relationship, i’m going to go lesbian. the female form is honestly so much more beautiful. and for those who are reading this and know me in real life, i don’t really give a shit what you think. I’m not a lesbian, but i don’t see anything wrong with swinging both ways/appreciate the same sex as well as the opposite/ men suck dick anyway.
